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Saturday, 03 October 2009

  • wow I havent been on here in forever....well I'll update I guess xD,Im uber happy cuz The Used is coming and i get to see them =) ok bye xD Ive got stuff to do >.> at 11:35pm in my room....with my laptop....<.< ok bye

Saturday, 08 August 2009

  • It's been a really long time since I've updated this..and I'm thinking about ranting about alot of stuff right now cuz I feel like if I don't that I'll implode..like I feel like before the summer is over I'm going to have a mental/emotional breakdown and I'm not looking forward to it..hopefully the fact that my grandparents are coming will take some of these thoughts and feelings away but all I can really say is I think I'm depressed..all the small things that have happened this summer have summed up and gotten me to the point where I think I could lose my sanity and become depressed again, which is something I don't want to do..*sigh* I'm off to sleep and let another summer day go by...

Friday, 15 May 2009

  • Update

    It's been a while since I was here last. Lots of things have changed xP but I won't talk about that until I make sure of zomething. And also, I'm on my iPod so typing is a
    Pain and it's hard so likely I'll male typos throughout this. The most recent thing...I finished reading this afi slash fanfic called midnight show, and yeah it was soooo good I was really close to gumming in my pants, and I'm kind of mad because my brother is still up doing religion homework so I can't relieve myself >-< and I'd been looking forward to it, before I went to bed I even decided to go commando so I wouldn't have too many things to take off when I was ready to do the job, but I wasn't counting on my brother being up still....oh something else that's new um.... My chem ib exam is Monday and Tuesday and I'm going to fail with flying colors....um that's really all I can talk about until I find something out first... If you look at this bog, leave a comment...everytime you see it...cuz I want to know why some blogs have more views than usual...and who is seeing them...

Thursday, 09 April 2009

  • Today is Gerard Way's birthday! =D which i uber exciting because he is one of my most favorite people ever. Frank is my most favorite =P..and well my mom and dad, but yeah, you get the point. So Happy Birthday Gerard Arthur Way =D.

    Also, Im leaving for Greece in a few hours..like..lets see...in 20hours..thats more than a few..but yeah..I have to be at the airport at 10:30 even tho the flight is at 1:30, but thats ok. Anywyas,I really hope I dont die xP, I have this thing that everytime Im going somewhere I start thinking like 3 days before that the plane is going to crash and Im going to die...I know, Im such an optimistc person. So I have that fear, which is kind of lame, BUT since I wont be travelling with my family, just a bunch of friends and schoolmates, and like last time I went somewhere like that was to Bamfield...and that was only like a province away from my mom and brother, so that wasnt so bad, this...is bigger...and then we go on a cruise, and Im like O_o what if like a pice of ice from the north pole breaks off and manages to get all the way down to the mediterranean sea and it makes the cruise crash and I die xD, I know, very very very unlikely, but the point is that Im also anxious about the cruise xP. Im such a whiny bicth...and Im a guy so being a bitch is bad enough xD.

    So..Im listening to 'Bleed Black' by AFI cuz I put my iPod on shuffle.....oh and now Im listening to 'Born for this' by Paramore..

    Um..also...11 days..living wth another 2 guys...and we have the same day planned out so its going to be quite difficult to do that thing...but I'll see..I wont do it for like..4 days..thats the maximum I can do..on the 5th day I get horny and turned on by anything, like I'll see anything, a chair..and I'll have to stay sitting down for a while, so we dont want that now do we. And by the 6th day I'll be uber uber irritated and angry, and then even tho Ive never gone past 5 days Im guessin by the 7th day I'll start having wet dreams, which are llllaaaammeee cuz you dont feel anything..

    Oh and I decided that that Ryan kid..you know, they one I completly have a crush on, well by the end of the year I will have talked to him at least once, like just a "hey Ryan" and I will have raped him...<_<....yes...I have issues..Today I was going up the stairs and he was opening a door to go down the stairs I was going up, and his friends who were like 2 people infront of me closed the door on him as he went to open it, and he was like o_o eep, and then he gave this smile to his friends that was like AWWWWW *melts on stair well* *Dom comes and mops him off the floor* *squeeeee* E> ___ <3

    xD  I think Im on crack sometimes and I just dont know it...well bye bye, I'll be back on the 20th =) so until then....Farewell =). And Happy 32nd Birthday Gerard Way =), Id give you birthday sex since Lin-Z cant cuz shes pregnant, but my parents wont let me go to NJ and specially the night before my trip to Europe. So Id ask Frank =P. Or one of the many fan girls that are uberly in love you, but I think Frank is a good option =)

     

    Bye ^_^

Tuesday, 07 April 2009

  • So I was checking my friend's blog and I was going to log off but then I had a debate with myself on wether or nt I should write something again, and as you can see, the decision was 'yes'. So lets see...I got a new retainer that tastes like crap. Ok so I had a clear one, that was 'almost invisible', and I lost it like in December, so I started wearing the original ones Id gotten before my clear ones, which are like a mouth piece which is uncomfortable, so I wore it like once a week. This allowed my teeth to move, specially my bottom ones, so when I finally decided to tell my orthodontist about my misplacing of my clear one, he had to make me a different one to reposition my crooked teeth at the bottom. Ok so today I gots my new one, and my the end of school I had already lost it, bt I found it after panicking and retracing my steps to the bio room.

    Oh and if you're wondering about my bi friend and our fucking, it didnt hapen, he has a girlfriend now, which means no blow jobs for me and no penises in my mouth or other holes, so technically, Im stll not a whore =P xDD.

    Greece this friday =D

    Um...saw my ex today..she didnt seem to be very fond of me being there, but what can I do...<_<

    Oh! and I got a hair cut, so Im bangless =( altho Ryan isnt =P which makes me oh so very happy. I think its a sign, I have no bangs, he has longer bangs, we complete each other =P xD. Also...it cant be a concidence that the sign is in the form of bangs, it obviously means we are meant to bang each other...duh... ok Imma go now, tis late and Im sick at heart. <_< wow, random Hamlet quote...and Im not even reading Hamlet anymore...but yeah, Imma go now, social midterm tomorrow..didnt study..dont feel like studying..failed my chem IB labs, here are the results cuz I know you care xD

    Lab 1: 3/18

    Lab 2: 3/18

    Lab 3: 5/18

    and then..well I guess before cuz I have chem last period and social first period, butI also failed my social diagnostic..stupid 61% >____<

    But on the possitive side..Ive been like uber hormonally unbalanced for the past like 3 weeks so I ditched my 3-4 day pattern and went into the everyday pattern, its pretty ok, I hadnt done that in a while but it relieves the everyday stress much more efficiently than waiting 3 or 4 days............cuz Im sure you wanted to know that....how often I beat off....ok Imma go before I say something stupid again xP

    Bye ^////^

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